激战 - 英式桌球

本来是打算将此篇保存在draft，后来还是改变主意了。

写Blog就是看心情嘛。

也不知道何时开始，放工后到game room 打桌球已成为我的习惯。

至于对手嘛，最近都好像没换过人。平时都是抱着玩乐的心情，胜负并不很重要。

无论任何比赛，除了实力之外，运气也占据了一定的位置在左右着胜负。然而却不能把每一次的成败都归咎于运气，到底是自己退步了，还是对手强大了？搞不清楚这一点，糊里糊涂的输了比赛的确有点不甘心。可能是最近工作上总是被大局所操纵的郁闷被带到桌台上了吧，总是想确实一下，如果自己再努力些，是否可以扭转所谓的大势？

然而这种想法却可怜了平时和我打球的这位同事了。对手在毫无角度的情况下仍然可以把球打进洞是一件令人很懊恼的事。在4-0惨败的情况下忽然间想试试看是否可以和所谓的运气和时势拼一拼。在重赛中，为了让自己更有把握的操控局面；几乎每一球我都花上无比的脑力在思考球的去向，击球的力量、角度、白球停止的位置、等等。甚至在首发球时，我已经盘算着终局的情况。这种方式打球的却很累，就连对手也会感到乏味。平时总觉得打球时间过得很快、很轻松；今天确是筋疲力尽，仿佛桌台上的球好像永远都打不完。终盘时也只能以4-3险胜，但却完全没有胜利的感觉，心情反而更沉重。

如此情况如果转到职场上又是怎样的一个情况呢？坚持到最后带来的是满足的胜利还是虚无呢？

或许应该转换一下心情，学学阿信吧！

“下一站是不是天堂 就算失望不能绝望” 
《倔强》-阿信



2012 / 4 / 13
寻找方向@桌球风波
Wilson

Comments

KC said…
幹！竟然拿我来试招？
不过呢，谢谢你那么看得起我，实在有点受宠若惊。
嗯，阿信曾唱道：一生能有几次跟世界宣战
所以咯，有时候就是要知其不可为而为之，就算失败了，我们也会为曾经勇敢的自己而感到高兴。
当然，最后还是得知其不可奈何而安之若命，逆天而行通常都没什么好结果，一切随缘吧，施主。
April 15, 2012 at 12:25 AM
Anonymous said…
看了这一篇，脑里不知怎么闪过五月天-九号球MV的画面。。呵呵。
April 15, 2012 at 9:37 PM
Wilson said…
好多五月天粉丝hor ~~ like ~~
April 16, 2012 at 9:08 AM
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