期待

真的希望自己每天可以怀着期待的心情

梦想的我：

早上起床时，期待朝阳
上班时，期待新的挑战
下班时，期待夕阳
每一天，每一天
都期待着可以接触新的人与事
每一天的结束，期待着新的开始
期待着自己逐渐跨向目标的里程碑

感觉上还蛮不错，其实我也差不多做到了

现在的我：

早上期待闹钟故障，太早响了
上班时，期待午餐
午餐时，期待下班
下班时，期待晚餐
每一天，每一天
都好想在一直在重复
每一天的结束，期待可以睡久一些
至于目标，感觉上实在是太缥缈了
有时候甚至不懂得如何跨出下一步

真的好像有点迷失了
两个月前的决定，真的对吗？
无论如何，已经没有后悔的余地了
接下来只能尽量改变心境，继续走下去...

2011 / 9 / 5
寻找改变的心情@ Monday Blues
Wilson

Comments

Unknown said…
要为了梦想而忙碌，不要为了忙碌而忘记了梦想 :)
September 5, 2011 at 11:32 PM
路过 said…
u two suddenly 文艺青年 pula
September 6, 2011 at 12:09 AM
Anonymous said…
还不错，我早已忘了期待是什么样的感觉了:p
September 6, 2011 at 8:39 AM
Wilson said…
let me guess
路过　is Chin Wee (pretty sure)
Anonnymous is J ??
September 7, 2011 at 12:41 AM
路过 said…
LOL...wrong..路过 is not CW..is me :p
September 8, 2011 at 12:21 AM
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